confused love

ami odhora..
                    amar sathe 2years aage akta seler sathe relation silo but breakup hobar por theke allah shob shomoi boltam amr jibone jno kono sele r jno na ashe coz amr x bf k ami pagoler moto love kortam.kin2 beshi din amn holo na hotat amr jibone notun kaw ashlo tar ashatao silo khub mojar.amra aki sathe porashuna kori aki versity te & same disipline a.o- sathe group study korbar shomoi kmn kore jno valo lege gelo.o-r o jibone akta dhakka silo.amra prai 2week 9ta friends ak sathe study kori er moddhe meye silam 3ta.sara raat portam r majhe majhe tea baniye khaoya shobai mile fazlamo kortam.er moddhe kmn kore jno o-r jonno w8 kora shuru korlam o ak2 raat kore e porte ashto.ami tokhon khub tension feel kortam coz o thakto o-r vaiar basai.ak din portesi hotat tea banate hbe bole amr friend oishee bollo ami kitchen gelam tea er jonno pani dye dariye asi.achomka o(coron) ashe bollo o amk kisu bolte chai ai kotha shune amr mon er majhe dhakka dilo ami bujhte perselm shey din j o ki bolbe bt o ato boro dusto tea jabar por amk bollo kisu e bolbe na emni bolese oi kotha shune mn ta ak2 kharap hoye gelo.tarpor ak somoi amder study complete amra j jar basai chole gelam.o-r tokhon nijer kono phn silo coz o-r o breakup hoisilo 2years aage. jai hok kno jani o-r phn er jonno w8 kortam tarpor amr opekkhar pala shesh holo amr cloze friend mahin bollo dost tui ki coron er jonno kisu feel korish ami kisu na ble matha nichu kore boshe thaklam o shob kisu e bujhlo.er por ami o-k bollam coron ki feel kore amr jonno sheta jante semra ato bod amk khube pain a rakhto confused ans korto shob shomoi ha o bolto na abr na o bolto na.er moddhe amr besh kasa kasi ashi phn a kotha hoi class shesh hole ak sathe haati.tarpor amder ak friend shob kotha o-r vai k bolle o khub pressure kheye jai o amr kass theke dure chole jai onek.kono contact nai amr jonno mahin onek kosto kore o-k bar bar jiggasha kore o ki korbe shesh porjon bt o kissu e bole na.tarpor ak din exam shesh kore ber hoye o-k bollam tumi ki relation rakhba ki rakhbana o bolle dekhi.tokhon amr shob ans paoya hole gelo.ami khub frustation a porlam purano kotha mone porte laglo pagol er moto hoye gelam.tarpor 5months kono contact nai coron er sathe amr ami amr moto thaki khai dai friend er sathe ghure berai bt o kin2 amder sathe thakto ami kotha boltam na o  bolto na..ami sim change koresilm kaje e o khuje passilo na.hotat o amk phn dei ami toh jantam e na j o phn niyese new so khub obak holam.o shey dn amk bollo kotha ase ami patta dilam na.thik raate o amk phn dye bollo o ase akhono amr.bt amr mon kono efect porlo na.tarpor o-k ami 1week khub pain dei tarpor boli amr pokkhe new kore kisu kora possibe na so dont call me again.ate coron onek mormahoto hoi tarpor amn vabe chollo aaro 2months  tarpor ak sokale amr basai 4friend hotat kore agomon ghotalo sathe o silo.shobai mile sara din adda marlam bikal porjonto.kin2 shey din o chole jabar por theke kmn jno o r jonno khub kosto hote laglo sarta raat khub pain er muddhe silam phn dye bollam kisu bolte chai por din meet kore bollam j i miss u bt o bollo i love u coz i miss u badlly 8th months.o-k ami khub e vul bujhesilm vebe silm o r 10ta seler moto kharap.amr jonno o onek jhor jhapta shojjo kore ai porjonto ashse bt amk kissu jante dei ni.shune amr khub kosto laglo....abr amra notun kore shb shuru korlam.kin2 problem hote shuru korlo jokhon o amk touch kore amr kno jani oshosthi lage ate o amr upor mind kore.o amr past sompok k shob jane ami everything bole diyesi.jani valobashar manusher kase manush chaite e pare.ai vabe korte korte amra ato dur ashesi amr physical relation ta akhn kno jani vlo lage na coz jdn ami janlam ami amr x bf er 6th gf shey theke khub grina lagto j ami kar kase amr virginity nosto korlam,jai a kothao ami o-k bolesi o shunte e chaini bole past is past.kin2 kotha holo coron er jonno amr khub maya lage o khub lokkhi akta sele jake ami o-r prappo valobashata pura puri dte parsi na..r akta kotha boli amr x bf er sathe amr kono din shustho vabe sex kora hoini o always jor kore e ai kaj ta koto tai sex er orginal shukh ami kokhono paini jai hok amder first sex -coron ak din amder basai study korte ashe ki karone jno o-r monta khub kharap silo raat 2ta porjon to pori tana dujone basar shobai tokhon govir ghum.ami coron bolollam ki hoise ami o-r pashe bosha o amr kadher upor matha rekhe bollo kisu na jaan.o onk chapa shovaber kissu bole na r ami abr manush khochate khue like kori.onek request er por bollo vaia amr jonno chor marse shune ami o kosto pailam.o- mathai haat bulate laglam r bollam mon kharap koro na.o amk aste kore joriye dhorlo r amr shomostho shorire akta jotka laglo.tarpor o amr kopale akta chumo dlo khub vlo laglo amr kno jani.tarpor amr thote.golai onekkhon kiss korlo kin2 o shahosh kore boke jte parse na onk kosto o amr booke akta chumo dlo er por amr pete navite.ami ato shihoron feel kono din kori nai.bt o jokhon aaro niche namte chailo ami badha dlm ete o mood off hoye jai aaro.er por amn e cholsilo onk din dress er upor theke ador.goto porshu shokale ami coron er basai akta book ferot dte gelam o basai aka silo jantam na.oi o first amr breast open kore suck korlo onek somoi ami bole bujhate parbo na amr ato vlo lagsilo mone hossilo ata shudho coro er jonno e .tarpor 16mints o amk ador korlo vinno vinno place a shudhu niche baad dye ak somoi o r sojjo korte parsilo na ami o na o amk bollo jaanta r ono vabe e parsi na i wanna fuck u plzzzzz.o ato xcited silo j amr shorier onek jai gai soto kore kamor boshai dse.kin2 ami ki vabe nije control kore udhe boshlam r na bole dlam o onek bar bole silo j ata amr lifer first time sex kora ata shune o ami na bolesi nije o kosto paisi o-k dsi.kno jani shey joghonno jor kore sex korar kotha mone pore gesilo.ami amr x bf er jonno coron k kosto dssi o onek koste shey amr kotha shunlo amk shudhu bollo tumi nije theke na dle ami kono din jor korbo na odhora.apnarai amk bolen ami ki korbo?o lokkhi akta sele bole amr kotha shunse ami lucky j o ajo virgin akta sele r afsoss ami virgin na...